one step closer to my life

i did not know much about myself...that was before...
i just started trying to know it better when i created this blog...
i am hoping to find my lost self sooner...

and now, allow to me tell some things i know about me...

i am Kyle(not my real name)
i am 19 years old
i am not that hunky superman image, just a short guy
i love classical music
i hate non-sense music
i eat a lot
i cook... my friends say i'm good at it... i am sure they are not joking :)
i am a nocturnal animal (not in a green sense)...
i smoke... whenever I need to
i drink...i easily get drunk...
i don't like parties, i don't like nightlife... i have my own way of spending the night... with my books and my favorite music... sometimes with a good friend... only sometimes
i love to sleep, but i can't do it most of the time
i love cartoons, i hate love stories (for no reason at all)...
i love myself... but there is a big part of me that is missing... i do not search for it... i know it will come in due time...
i love to travel... alone most of the time... by choice
i love adventures... of any sort
i'll be earning my bachelor's degree a year from now (crossed fingers)
i have secrets... so much secrets... that 's why i created this site, to reveal all of them...
i don't believe in destiny... for it is beyond the human capacity to rationalize...
yeah, i try so hard to be rational... though i can't be at times...
i used to love coffee... until my rude doctor told me that I should stay away from coffee :(
i am not sweet as well... i have my own way of showing the "sweetness" that some people want from me... let's just say, i am exceptionally sweet :)
i don't have an obligation to be nice to every person...
i love dark chocolates...and raw mangoes... yum yum...
i do not take initiative in any situation...and i think i never will...
and most of all... i am afraid of getting hurt...
so i try to avoid things that might hurt me...
yes, i am weak...