a dozen of text messages and a song

it was a few minutes before lunch time when i got up...
first thing in the morning: check the messages on my cellphone...
i got twelve - eleven of them (which i guess i was strong enough to read) came from one person
[i will tell the story about the messages soon]

another text message from a friend... and that one really made me go emo this early...
here's the message:

there's a difference between goodbye and letting go...

goodbye is...

i will see you again when i'm ready to hold your hand and when you're ready to hold mine...

letting go is...

i will miss your hand. i realized it's not mine to hold and i will never hold it again...

after my morning rituals, thesis mode again... my mind went blank while staring at the monitor... i could not think of anything... my mind was not yet totally awake... so i decided to turn on the radio... then i came across an unfamiliar song... i got struck by this single song that i had never heard before... good thing, the dj said the title... so i hastily opened youtube to search for a video of that song...



was the song really striking? or am i just being too sensitive?

oh my... what's happening? why this song? why those text messages? why now? after what happened last night? waah..

i guess i have to let you go...
oo na, malaya ka na...

<*it's one heck of an emo day ahead*>